Wednesday, May 30, 2012

10 Days Out-- Feelin' Fine


I'm in the final leg of my seemingly eternal wait for the summer. While I am tragically torn by the thought of my friends' graduation, I find myself packing with a little more excitement-- I am literally so close to possibly the most life-changing journey of my short life! 
Being immersed in something larger than myself, that is, the fight to lift other human beings from the pit of poverty-- to finally make my mark on the international community in an enormous way--  is what I live for, and this summer in India is going to be the springboard for me to become a global citizen. 
I am one of those characters that never wants to lose something once it's gained, and so I earnestly hope to keep the connections I make this summer. I will record every sight, every smell and the many plights of my lab work online, but my plan is to transform my summer experience into something more intricate and long-lasting. 
Come what may, I have confidence in myself, in God and in the goodness of people to get me safely to and from my home this summer. I hope to soak up everything-- I am to become a human sponge, gleaning the surface of places and cultures as I go along.
I recently started reading a book about world peace, and the 11 women winners of the Nobel Peace Prize. Though I cannot claim to have the valor and determination of these heroines, I am internally sparked by their unprecedented passion and peace-building abilities. Maybe, just maybe, I can learn to be like them; to become a servant of the world, while bringing others along with me. 
Yes, this summer in India is a 'job', but it's also exponentially more than that: it's a leap into my future; it's a dip in the fresh water of global citizenship-- a concept that will undoubtedly define us as a species from this generation on.
This summer, I will be taking a risk and trying my heart at a new type of servant leadership. This blog will hold my story and my final, desperate attempt to stay connected while I'm away. It's up to you, the readers (my friends, family, etc.) to take my lessons and be inspired to take leaps of your own!
I'm less than 10 days away from my first trip to Dubai, my first layover, my first 'puddle-jumper', my first bowl of curry, my first elephant, my first stay abroad on my own and, most importantly my first international hunger-fighting venture. 
When I return, those reading may not even recognize me! With a farmer's tan and the smell of curry tattooed through my skin into my soul, I will be a new person-- and I hope others are willing to change along with me!

Love,
Caitlynn Fortner

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